Bullying school principals...

July 27, 2015. Good God.  Tears to my eyes....

I wrote the following frustrated nightly scribbles; long and slanted cursive letters pressed hard into the pages of my 2010 diary (my sentences' periods desperate stabs on paper)--Take that, you brute! Touché!--before seeing all of the public records, mine and others'...but mostly mine. I wrote this many months before sitting at my computer and seeing on the screen for the first time his lies about my work. 

I was the "Kim Werner" of the documented work!  I was the "Kim Werner" of his and his counselor and assistant principal's year long laughs and ridicule at my presentations and groups!  I was the "Kim Werner" whose name he and his sycophants used to cover their vulnerability in the lawsuit. 

I was that name fraudulently used. I was the "Kim Werner" whose documented name flickered on  the computer screen.

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I wrote the following through anguish.  I wrote it through stress induced sleepless nights. I wrote it almost two months into the most hellish of the hell of working there.  

I wrote this after the "No.  I will not" words, like individually punctuated bullets, shot from my mouth on March 16, 2010. Bam.  Bam.  Bam.  Bam.  "No. I. Will. Not."

That's not accurate.  My words were not bullets.  They were just words.  For four bullet words that close to him--he'd called me to his office--would have taken him out, would have ended his reign of terror. 

"Stand your ground!  You are in peril!"  

In my hand I held my district's "Bullying and Harassment Policy Compliance Checklist."  That checklist was to document the school's anti-bullying efforts for evidence in the lawsuit.

He demanded I fill it out with what he knew were lies.  

I did not.

Alone. Scared.  Courageous.  Truthful.  

Bam!  Bam! Bam!  Bam!

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Diary of Kim Werner.  May 07, 2010.  Friday.

"A sense of being called to action--a sense of doing God's work; fear and courage mixed together.  How to proceed?